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GUESS WHO'S BACK?

For the two or three very lucky people out there, The Greg and Carol show is back, look for our redesigned blog in the next 2-3 days, I have to get Greg on board, but that shouldn't be too hard since he's unemployed. Any college or professional institutions looking for a highly educated, dark skinned, musically inclined Mexican male in his mid forties? See, not that hard Greg. Just put it out there.

That's right friend(s) we're back and better and bitter.

See you in a couple of days...And yes, Mr. Clooney is on the chopping board.


Carol

Carol wants to go bye-bye

So why are you leaving us, Carol?

Is this place too, too weird sounding?

The Audacity of Dopes is no longer relevant?

you are kidding, Carol?

Love,

Greg

malcom middleton

the perfect song queued in while i was driving around orange county aimlessly.

thank you, malcom

I walk with a cane.

Sure. That's what I have been doing for a while now.

People stare. They usually don't move aside to give my gimpy ass some room.

I am beginning to wonder how this would affect me if my cane-walking condition were an everyday thing. I imagine what it would be like to be a disabled citizen in our country.

There is a certain uncomfortableness that I detect when I enter a room. It can be a bummer.

So, for those able-bodies people out there, please be kind to people on crutches, walking with a cane, wheelchairs of all flavors -- all of them.

All of us.

G

You are still my son, even at the Hospital

Dear Son,

I am writing you to let you know that you are still my son. My handwriting is legible, my ideas concise, and the blood that courses through your veins is also my blood. Isn't it ironic, my son, that I first met you in a hospital yet while here -- at work -- you and I hardly speak?

I am sure that it must pain you sometimes that our eyes meet when I pass you in the corridors, that I am pushing along a cart of cleaning supplies, a mop, or linen, while you carry in your hands important paperwork, files, or the orders that might save someone's life. You avert your eyes when you are with your staff (I am not part of your staff), a patient, or another doctor. When you are alone and we pass each other, you give me a secret smile that no one else knows about. And while that should make me smile, too, it does not. So as a custom I look downwards towards the shiny, smooth hospital floors. S-H-I-N-Y.

Not long ago my gaze towards the sterilized floors included you. Perfectly clean tiles and my son, sitting there. I made them both what they were. Clean, happy to be attended by me, and part of my job. It was during those times you would wait for me to finish my shift that your curiosity and the allure of being a doctor lead you to become one.

In those days, you wanted to know everything about each patient whose open door allowed that spark of questions to travel all around your head -- like a small fire running along a track -- between and among the folds of your magnificent and clean brain. I could only tell you so much. "She has trouble breathing, so she has to stay here so we can help them live," or "He has a disease in his blood, so he needs our help"

And you would declare, "And how do you help them? What do you do for them?"

Your personality began to show signs of arrogance, self-righteousness, and ambition. Even then. Did not my gentle ways show you how to be? Was not my love a model for you to follow? Did you reserve all of that compassion for your patients? It is an awful, luckless feeling to have scorn towards one's child, but you are my only child, and I love you even when you hide behind your white coat, your glasses, your title. Doctor.

Today I feel tired and weary. I miss something. Is it back home? Am I nostalgic for your father, who long ago passed? Do I wish I had more to give you? Answers to your questions? I cannot breathe.

Here I go again: I am looking downwards because I hear your voice around the corner. I get happy and sad all at the same time.

Do you love me?